aRmy liFe fOr hiM...

tis mrng 15jun'07 i woke up wit a terrible nightmare...i dreamt tat no matter how hard i tried to run,i cann't reach st..no matter how hard i wanna go find him i'm still at no where..feeling super lost n sad..but luckily,"RINGZ"my alarm clock rang up at 6.40am...

prepare...bath...tidy up rm...went out @7.30pm to look for st...den took bus @his hse dwnstair to amk change mrt...reach YewTee @ard 9am...

at abt 9.20am,his bus was here,arhz,got onto e bus n headed towards kranji camp side..e feeling of mine is so undiscriable,so moody...my heart was so sour and smth,my heart seems so bitter,i can feel tat tears of mine are dripping out anytime...however,a firm warm grip of his hand make me feel better...all e way wen he was ard,i still can smile n joke without a single tears drip dwn...BUT,by 2.10pm,e time for us to say gdbye is here..my weird feeling is finally back,stay strong,is onli 2wks,well tat's wat i told myself putting on a strong smily face to wave gdbye to him...

abt 2.25pm,reach by to YewTee MRT staion without him by my side,emptiness,headed back amk to meet kim n went AMK HUB walk,well dunno why suddenly cry out...uhmm..not onli once but a several times...kinda paiseh,but,wat to do...thanks kim for consoling mi...den go hospital visit kimmy granny,arhz dunno wat's wrong with mi again,cired once at hospital lohz...well n finalli went hm by 7pm...1min to me now seems like an hr...so long,so hard to pass,so bitter,so sad...

10pm...still waiting for his call...realli misses him lots...*zhugui...